My Struggle

Dr K. says, "You never run out of thoughts. If you run out of thoughts then you are not thinking enough." This is not exactly what he stated, but this is what I was able to get out from his last lecture. I struggle a lot when I try to write something. Sometimes, I don't think enough, and sometimes I start writing something, and when I read it, I feel stupid about my writing and give up the idea. My native language is not English and I think that also keeps me away from writing.
I envy those people who can talk fluently keeping the subject interesting enough to engage their audience. Some people can talk and some can write, some can write as fluently as they can talk. I know writing is an skill, the more you practice and learn, the better you get. I hope to learn a lot from this class, I expect comments from Dr K. and my classmates also, that will help me get better.